No words can describe a child's pain.
And in the mother's shadow,
This child lives in vain.
Never knowing where to turn
For comfort and advice.
Never wishing for anything more...
Than someone that's loving and nice.
So wide yet narrow with sorrow.
Tears can flow into a lake.
Times when a child thinks..
That his birth was a mistake.
Pain filled me up inside
To see the state of my own being.
Sitting alone I cried.
Not knowing where my father was.
Felt unloved by every one
Felt unloved just because.
Dying for attention
If only for just a minute.
I looked into my soul
And realized there was nothing in it.
Sad when I had to eat veggies,
Happy when there were sweets.
I was just a child trying to overcome
The sadness that I couldn't be beat.
Pushed away into a corner.
All I felt was loneliness.
A body drained of all the patience
Is left with emptiness.
In my mind was only resentment
For the man I knew so little of
Even though I despised him so...
I never pushed or shoved.
I would be frozen in my room
Wishing I were the rest of the world.
Yelling and crying...
it was all repetitive.
I wondered why I lived.
Useless living with a person
Who will never change his ways.
Useful to keep quiet
And try to make it through the days.

hahaz. hope the author wun noe tt i used tis poem in my blog.. pretty nice though...